Monday, September 20, 2010

pa pa power

i have been making tiny blackberry pies and eating them for breakfast, sticky fingers all the time.
so it turns out i'm getting an operation in the near future! it will hopefully fix me for awhile and make me feel a bit better. it's a step in the right direction to making me better, more like my old strong billy goat self, and i am breathing sighs of relief. this has been a very busy and tiring week. i promise i will truly finish all my emails/chores by midweek! you may hold me to that.

this video is beautiful and made me tear up and want to try and do nice things for people everyday.

then after tearing up and being glad, i found the perfect house. yessiree! i would grow all my winter quash and peppermint by the back door.
also my mom and dad read my blog now! hi mom and dad! hallo!
love, rebecca
oh and P.S.

by the by i am in this show soon and i am excited about it! i don't know if i'll be well enough to go, but i am gonna try.

Friday, September 17, 2010

come wind come rain, YES.

yesterday and today have been rainy and windy and i love it so much. i found a long lost little red raincoat in the basement and i think when i feel up to it, i will take walks in the rain! something about wind and rain makes me calm, i do not know what it is. poor graham though, he is always hiking his way back and forth to work in this weather, all while impeccably dressed too which makes him a manly man.
today was also another super sick day, ugh. blerg. it is getting tiresome. i can't really sit at my desk too long to paint today which is unfortunate because i have a few little shows coming up.
i have actually been looking a lot more into natural medicine to maybe wean myself off some of the expensive prescriptions i am currently taking. there are lots of plants and natural vitamins i'm looking into, and apparently having tons of zuccini, chard, garlic, blueberries, almonds, spinach, flaxseeds and beet juice in your regular diet works wonders. i already eat pretty healthy (and a lot of those things already) but maybe eating them more and in their "purer forms" will help. i make my own chamomile/lavender and mint/lemon tea at home and that ALWAYS makes me feel at least 2X better than i would without it. i guess i gotta force myself to love beets.

in better news, in about 2 weeks it will be my birthday! i have made a list of things i would like because i am still an impatient 5 year old at heart.

this green sweater in a size large so it is cozy.

sturdy, never die, frye boots. i have been wanting these for years.

new perfume oil because my old one is all gone. i've been wearing this scent for nearly 6 years and it is my favorite :)

this pretty heart teacup in pink.

little ceramic pie dishes. since i'm always watching twin peaks over and over, i have pie on the brain.

while we're talking about twin peaks, owning this would make my life.
in addition, i love found objects like animal bones, pretty rocks and acorns. store bought objects include things like bargain bin candy bars, beeswax candles, bouncy balls, whiskey and socks.
i think that's about it forever unless i have a fairy godmother willing to present me with a macbook. you may also pray that i am well enough by october 28th so i can go to the janelle monae concert because i love her.
ok i am officially done being greedy... really i promise it does not take much to make me happy, usually red wine and good company do the trick.
i will probably be tired and having more tests done on my actual birthday :(. hopefully i will still be able to hang out with my friends for a bit, maybe eat some pumpkin pie, maybe (definitely) sing black flag songs to graham with the help of a helium balloon!

ok! graham is home and i have to go clean up, make soup, tackle my large email inbox while i have the strength of caffeinated morning tea pulsing through my veins and then tell him new ghost stories.

i love this song a lot, i've listened to it almost every day since i first heard it about 7 years ago.
love, rebecca

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

i was radioactive!

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i want thunder storms! i am often too sickly feeling to go outside lately, but the other day i had a real good stretch of feeling awesome and went for a walk. the leaves are barely starting to change. i LOVE portland in fall. it is one of the best things i can think of.
i bought this pretty chocolate bar the other day and it tastes as delicious as i could have hoped. i am a sucker for good dark chocolate and almonds.
among other treats i got a ceramic "not a paper cup" coffee cup. i use it for my tea and soon for travel. i also got a composition notebook. story writing time has officially come. i hope i can finish my comic before christmas. i hope it's good and honest.
last week i had more tests done and y'all, i was actually radioactive for about half a week after aka until today. i kid you not. squeamish people don't read further, they injected radioactive liquid into my veins! and then more weird chemicals! then i lay on a table in what looked like a waffle iron for humans while impressing the nurses with my strength of holding up and reading a 4 pound book at a 90 degree angle from my body while remaining perfectly still (except for the page turning).
it was not a pleasant experience before, during or after, but not as terrible as i imagined.

we built a fort in the room to break up the day to day. there are twinkle lights inside and the room smells like lemongrass. i'm writing more and more everyday thinking about how to go about making an oak wood chair, carrot ginger soup from scratch, knitting mittens while watching twin peaks.
love, rebecca